Wednesday, October 19, 2011

Things I Hate: A List

I know I already technically wrote today; however, I was overcome with a multitude of emotions regarding people and the fact that they need to get it together (and it's one in the afternoon). So, I decided that a list of things that I hate should make me feel better (or just make me more angry- I haven't decided yet).

Things I Hate: A List
I hate walking through the rain in flip flops and my feet get wet. (But I was too lazy to put on shoes and socks.)
I hate when people are late (even though I'm late like, all the time).
I hate when people type like idiots. Example: omg!!! wat da fuk!? u r sooooo rite.
I hate when people are rude and get angry when someone else gets rude back.
I hate that I usually don't get rude back when people are rude to me.
I hate when I'm at work and people don't speak up; so I feel like an idiot asking them to repeat themselves fifty times; when I finally hear them they give me this weird....duh look. Like I could fucking hear you.
I hate that the only time I ever really don't care about what I say is when I'm drunk.
I hate that because people know I'm drunk, they don't hold it against me.
I hate when people try to justify cheating.
I hate when people cheat. (On anything)
I hate that the worst kind of cheating is on a lover.
I hate that someone has cheated on me.
I hate that people are superficial.
I hate that I don't know how to be superficial. (Does that make me a not-person?)
I hate that because I don't know how to be superficial, I don't keep friends for very long.
I hate that I can count the number of people who actually enjoy talking to me on four fingers.
I hate illegal drugs.
I hate that I can't do illegal drugs because of my mental illnesses.
I hate that I get super paranoid when I go into cities.
I hate being dirty.
I hate that cities are dirty and I could possibly get killed there.
I hate thinking about being killed.
I hate not being in bed.
I hate that I always want to be in bed.
I hate being stressed out.
I hate that I'm stressed out right now.
I hate that every person doesn't have the same rights.
I hate that no one sees that.
I hate my body.
I hate that my fiance claims to love my body.
I hate that I'm super naive.
I hate that I have very little common sense.
I hate that some families aren't really familial at all.
I hate my mental illnesses.
I hate that I'm going to have to take medicine every day for the rest of my life.
I hate that I'm dependent on it.
I hate that I have addictions.
I hate that I can't be like everyone else.
I hate that everyone wants to be like everyone else.

So, that made me feel... a little bit better. I'm sure there is tons more that I could put on that list. In fact, I know there's a lot more that I could put on that list.

I hate that there are some things I never finish.

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